What next?
So, I already posted something called beginnings. Actually, this was the beginning, but I am so useless at getting started on WordPress website that I posted the template instead of my first story, then I deleted the first story accidentally while posting Beginnings. I’m basically 10 thumbs today.
Why I started a blog is for my own purposes. It’s less ‘grand’ than writing a book. Plus, I wanted to use technology to help me do some exploring. Why? Because I am curious as to how much can be crammed into a life that was only ever supposed to be normal. I grew up with my parents until I was 10-11, they divorced. I drifted until University, educated myself, got married, bought a house, had children, lived overseas for a few years, came back, bought another house, got divorced, lost the house but kept the pension. Met my love and had another child (At 51).
Now I ask myself what’s going on, because it appears my life is saying “Now Repeat”, just without the divorce!
I’ve made decisions, tried to have no regrets. The arc of my life has brought me to where I am and I am still happy, have three lovely daughters and a smart, beautiful partner. So, why is it that at 51 I feel finally wise enough to actually make the decisions my teenage self was required to do without wisdom or guidance? This I want to explore. This I also want to be visible enough for my girls to maybe use one day.
And, now what? 